Hey,everyone:)

I couldn't write my blog for a long time....I'm so sorry:(

I have some youtube video:)

I'm really glad If you like it:)

I really deeply care about poor children..........

I'm really happy now:)

Hey!!

How are you ?

I'm really happy now because I spent good dinner time with my mama:)

My mama's cooking is very very nice!!!!
My mama is really wonderful mama and woman.
Because my mama is......

Caring

genuine

warm-hearted

fun

passionate

energetic etc....

My mama does love me
and I do love her!!!!!!!!!
I want to tell you about my mama more but I have a lot of homework today.
I have to do a lot of homework right now.
I have not time now: ( Wmmm.........
I'm always very very busy...
I have school and part-time job.
I'm very tired everyday but my mother and my sister give me a lot of love everyday.
My sister and my sister always cheer me improves!
My parents divorced　6 year ago but I have wonderful mother and sister.
I'll tell you about my wonderful family.

Thank you for reading my blog:)

Mrgumi

Poor children are everything to me.They are my life:)

Hey,everyone;)

I couldn't write blog till today.
I'm so SORRY.......
To tell the truth,I have been feeling like crying....and I can't sleep recently very much because I have been being a blue mood.......Wmm.....

I think relationship of lover is very difficult to keep forever.Do you think there are endless love?

I want to believe there are endless love.I'm very romantic girl and I have dream what I find endless love someday.

I have man who love dearly.However,I can't understand his feeling recently.

He hope I deeply believe in him.He always say to me.believe me.

I want to believe him always and forever......

However,it is very difficult for me to believe him deeply because he is not honest with me.

I really hate dishonest man.He was honest man but I think that he is dishonest man now.

I want to say to him.
''What can I believe about you?
I can't believe in anything of him anymore now.
If you hope that I deeply believe in you,
You must become honest with me more.
If you were rude to me,My heart will leave you.''

I can't say to him...
I want to carry on believing in him....

I know that it is so hardship for me to carry on believing in him.I already can image my sadness feelings now when even if he never change for me.

Because I had same sad experience by my ex-boyfriend when I was junior high school student.

However,I'm no weak girl now like before.

when I was junior high school student,my ex-boyfriend said a lot of endearing words to me But all his endearing words were lie after all.He trifled with my affection for him.He told about marriage to me.However he lied to me.it made me so sad than any.It was not easy for me to overcome this sadness because my ex-boyfriend was everything to me.

It took 3 year to overcome this sadness.

I think now that my bad point was that I think that my ex-boyfriend was everything.

in those days,Although I cherish already a high ambition.

(I hope that I help poor children in the future)

I only was trying to keep our love relationship.In other words,I didn't do my best for my dream.I was able to concentrate my dream if I did do my best for my dream even if I lost him.

I think that I was really childish in those days.

Now,I great changed by this experience.

He isn't everything to me.

Now,Poor children are everything to me.In conclusion,Even if he trifle with my affection for him,I am ok.

Because...I only am not trying to keep our love relationship now.

I always do my best for my dream.

I read book about study abroad every day.

I am really studying everyday very hard because I want to go on to college of South Carolina　on 2010.

He lives in South Carolina but it is not reason that I want to go on to college of South Carolina.

I don't go to college of South Carolina for him.
I go to college of South Carolina for my dream.

I want to study on college of South Carolina because I have to become strong woman to help poor children more.It is very hard challenge to me.I have to get over many difficulties

but I'm sure that I can do it.Nepalese children always give me big love.

I always feel that Nepalese children need me very much.I think that I have no time.I have to become strong woman to help poor children early.

I think that I shouldn't feel very depressed now by him.

I have been thinking of him everyday but I have decided to stop thinking of him everyday.

But probably I never can do it because he is always and forever in my heart and my life.but I think that I have to do it.I will go to South Carolina　to see him on March of next year for campus.I will go to South Carolina　to see him on March of next year.....

I have a lot of worries but I have to do it!!

I have been supporting 5 children since 3 year ago!!!

I do love them dearly:)

They are everythig to me always and forever.

I want to tell you about them next time:)

I think that you will like them:)

Thank you for reading my blog:)

I hope that you are doing very well always :)

Megumi

LOVE and PEACE:)

My new CHALLENGE（\> ∪ < /☆）

Good morning:)Everyone!
How do you do?
My name is Megumi ;9
I'm Japanese girl.

I study English at junior college every day very hard!!!

However,i think that my English still is very bad......

I decided to start writing blog every day by English.
I think that my English will improve more and more if I write blog every day by English.

If you want to become my friend after if you look at my blog,
I hope that you contact me.
I would love to become your friend:)
Thank you;)
I hope everything work very well to everyone.

Megumi